Post by DragonForest on Nov 24, 2018 22:34:42 GMT -5
Okay so I'm like typing this just because I realized it's been over a year since I made an account and I don't know what I would have done if I never discovered this forum. It helped me through the rough life of an introverted 7th grader. I don't know why I think about this fact so much but there is like so many events that lead up to so many more. If a friend I have hadn't moved here I wouldn't have discovered warrior cats. If I had never decided to read Warriors then I never would have found a YouTuber who played WC:UT(it was Seri! Pixel Biologist! if you were wondering). If my friends hadn't played Animal Jam in 4th grade I wouldn't have found out about the internet for a while longer. If I hadn't found the internet I wouldn't have found YouTube. I only found YouTube because of some person on Animal Jam talking about it. That person has no idea how much a simple comment about the AJ YouTuber they like changed pretty much everything. Never would of found out about Cattails if I never found YouTube and Warriors, which means I never would have found this forum. I only found this forum because I wanted to know what all the pelts looked like, I remember my first post was just asking if the kickstarter pelt codes worked. I didn't even have an account, I think I just posted it with the guest name, "Causally doesn't have account", or something like that. If me and my stupid self hadn't typed in the codes wrong the first few times, I probably would have never taken a second glance at the forum! I never have expected any of what life throws at me. If I hadn't found this escape from the real world, I might have lost my mind throughout 7th grade and I wasn't even apart of .1% of the drama that went on. I consider a lot of you on here friends, which might be a bit weird considering you don't even know what I look like XD You guys probably never realized when you were just talking with me in a role play or responding to my absolute raid on the game thread that you were helping me forget about all the stress of real life, and my life has still barely begun, so quite frankly, I'm a little bit scared. Just a little. Totally don't constantly worry about when I'm going to need to get a job and pay taxes and do whatever else grown ups do. nOPE. Honestly I constantly have to remind myself to live in the present. I have a hard time doing that, it's either stuff like this where I think about all these events, or I am just full on worried about how I'm going to be an old cat lady at the age of 23. It's just nice to get all this stuff off my chest to people I know I won't see in real life? But then there's the fact that I consider many of you friends and I care about your opinions of me so yeah. LiFe Is FuN. Uhm sO.. don't steal and have a merry Christmas or Hanukkah or whatever else there is this time of year. I swear I had more to say but it's whatever so bye, and have a nice day. (:o that rhymed)
Anxiety: this is so stupid why did you do this
Me: i just wanted to be nice and i wanted to say stuff and idk
Anxiety: you are so weird and dumb
Me: how?
Anxiety: ..
Me: omg your right
Anxiety: this is so stupid why did you do this
Me: i just wanted to be nice and i wanted to say stuff and idk
Anxiety: you are so weird and dumb
Me: how?
Anxiety: ..
Me: omg your right